It's been almost a month since I last blogged.. It's been a long and painful month..



August 9, 2008 - Jeanelle broke up with me.. A short summary of what she said?

"It's not you, it's really me. I just don't love you anymore."


August 10, 2008 - I asked for a proper closure, and I got it.. We're still friends pa rin naman.. :)

"Martin, of course I want to be friends.
I don't want our break-up to be the reason of a
loss friendship. All that's in the past, then?
Do you forgive me?"


August 13, 2008 - Found a new love.. BILIS NOH? Hindi rin.. Those past 3 days were the longest days I've ever experienced.. Hahaha!! Di ko sasabihin kung sino sya, except that I would be calling her "UST girl".. Hahaha!!


August 14, 2008 - Went to CSB SDA to check out Jam's exhibit.. Bravo, my dear!! Hahaha!! Met with her na rin as well.. Camwhored with my camera and hers, FISHEYE!! XD


August 17, 2008 - Watched Agnes of God in SM Manila with schoolmates from STI Las Piñas.. Found it to be such a strong and meaningful play. Much props to the director, Mel Magno..


August 19, 2008 - NEW LAYOUT!! Photography!! XD And yes, semi-inspired by Ninoy.. Hahaha!!


August 21, 2008 - 2 days from now.. 5 months na sana kami ni Jee.. Pero okay lang.. Our 4 and a half months were the best I've had for the past half-decade.. LOL!! XD

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Oo, alam kong mababaw to para sayo na magppost ako ng ganito, pero mababaw lang talaga kaligayahan ko.. Nang makausap ka lang, okay na okay na ko..

Maka-tanggap lang ako ng good morning sayo, it makes my day before it even starts..

And yes.. Accepting me, loving me back, and being there for me in times of dire need makes me all the more in love with you.. Yun lang talaga.. :)


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I love my Jeanelle Louise A. Saavedra!!

My Jeanellicious.. My jellybean..

MY LOVE.. XD



Onga noh.. 4 months na kami sa Tuesday.. How wonderful!! :x




Yun lang.. ;)


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Namimiss lang talaga kita.. Ewan ko ba.. Naka-ilang tulo na ang luha sa keyboard ko..

Sometimes it's just so hard to accept that it's over..

Ang sakit..


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Totoo..

Pinapapak ko ang Lucky Me na hilaw.. Babasagin ung noodles tapos ihahalo ung powder..

Kaya siguro ginawa ang Nooda Crunch.. Dahil sa mga katulad ko..



Pero..



Mas masarap pa rin ang orig.. Lucky Me Chicken Mami!! :D


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~~666~~

It isn't real, dammit!! It's a Christian-made rumor that it's the devil's number, apparently, to scare gullible Christians for God-knows-what reasons.. Hahaha!!

Anyways, if your hug counter is more than 550 and less than 665, gagawin kong 666 yan..

SORRY NAMAN NICA.. Hahaha!!


~~5~~

Pano kaya kung may sumunod pa kay Mykee? Shet.. Hahaha!! Sana naman babae diba? Di pa kaya nagsasawa sila papa't mama na magkaroon ng anak na lalaki? Hahaha!! Pero as if rin naman choice nila noh? Lam nyo.. Dapat talaga babae si Mykee eh.. Tapos yun, tinubuan ng etits ang bata.. Galing.. Hahaha!! Grabe.. Galing ni Lord.. :P

Pero di nga.. Seryoso kaya sila nung sinabi nilang pasalubong nila from their Singapore honeymoon ang 5th child? Shet.. Nangingilabot tuloy ako.. :))


~~420~~

420mm ang pinaka-malayong optical zoom na kaya ng camera ko.. Nung tinignan ko ang presyo ng lens ng DSLR na 400mm, puta naman.. Libreng libre mangarap!! :)) Pero oo, mukang kit lens ang laki ng lens ng Lumix ko, na ipinangalangan kong Bianca Angelica.. HINDI GALING SA PINSAN KO ANG BIANCA AT HINDI SI PANGANIBAN ANG ANGELICA.. Utang na loob.. Hahaha!!


~~4~~

4 kaming magkakapatid.. *bow*

Pero di nga.. Ang hirap palang tapusin ng House season 4.. Kakaiba eh.. Parang nakaka-satisfy ng boredom na inde.. Nakakatamad rin kasing panooring dini-drill ang ulo ng tao eh.. :))


~~72-45~~

Adamson, seryosong tanong.. Bakit pa kasi lumalaban pa kayo? Hahaha!! Wala nang mas lalakas na birdie sa UAAP kundi ang Ateneo.. :)) Hahaha!! Pero napaisip rin ako kanina.. Pag nilagay mo sa arena ang pinakamagaling na tigre, tamaraw, agila, falcon, archer, sundalo, (anung hayop ba sa UP?) si oble, at bulldog (na mukang askal), sino kaya mananalo? Ang agila at falcon, lilipad.. Ang tamaraw, matutulog sa putik, ang archer at sundalo, huhunting dapat ng tigre kaso nakagat na sila ng bulldog.. Si oble, dun sa tabi, tinatakpan kanyang sexy body.. Hahaha!!

Seryoso.. Gusto kong maging kasing payat nya.. Hahaha!!


Bakit kaya puro Hahaha!! ang huli ng mga paragraph ko? Hahaha!! Shet.. :))


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Now that's done and over with..

Miss ko na ulet si Casper.. Hahaha!!


ANYWAYS!! Let's move on to some random shit my mind had to think of kanina while waiting for the dead cat on the street to claim it's 8 other lives and reincarnate..


~~JEE~~

Sana talaga maka-punta ako ng Zamboanga sa October.. Namimiss na rin kasi kita.. Oo, nagsesenti ako.. Hahaha!! :P Sorry naman.. Mahal kasi kita eh.. :D


~~SHIT HAPPENS~~

Shit.. LOL!! Talagang SHIT eh noh? Pwede naman daw SHET or SHEEP, pero SHIT ang nalagay ko.. Hahaha!! Why? Kasi gusto ko eh.. LOL.. Wow.. You learned something new today!! Congrats!! *palakpakan*



~~LAPTOP NI NATZ~~

Onga pala.. Kung sino ka man, ibalik mo naman laptop ni Natz.. Ang desperado mo naman.. Broke into her condo, stole her laptop, and not even leaving a trail of clues to help us determine who the hell you are? You're mean..

Neh.. Just playing.. What I meant to say was "papa-kulam ka daw ni Raleene at ni Natz" and that imamanhunt ka raw ng mga taga-CSB.. :)) LOL



~~USTE~~

Just wondering.. Ano kaya feeling ng pumasok sa uste pag bumabagyo o kaya'y katatapos lang bumagyo? Okay kayang mag-boots ka na hip-length, mag-spacesuit, or mag-barefoot sa tubig kung saa'y galing imburnal na tubig, pinagsswimmingan ng daga't iniihian ng mga loko lokong bata sa tabi tabi? Just wondering lang naman..



~~BATTERY~~

Nakoo naman.. Di ko ba alam kung kumakain ng kuryente ang cellphone ko o talagang sira ulo ang mga intsik na gumawa ng chipi-chipi kong baterya na nabili ko sa ruins nung isang buwan? Bakit ba may pa-quality-quality pa ang baterya ng cellphone ehh pare-pareho lang rin naman ang gawa neto? Tangina kung mabebenta nyo ng P80 ung Class B na baterya, shet naman, ilagay nyo lang pala na Class AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA ang baterya ehh libo na pala ang halaga.. PUTA.. Yun lang..


~~GASOLINA~~

Bakit tumataas ang gasolina? Kasi tinataasan nila ang presyo ng crudo.. Ehh puta naman, unlimited supply pa ang langis sa mundo hanggang mamatay ako eh, ehh bakit naman kelangang magtaas ng ganun? Biruin mo ba naman, tumataas ng P1.50 kada biyernes ang litro? SHIT NAMAN.. Baka pag-21st birthday ko pwede nang i-trade ang Nokia 3310 sa isang litro ng diesel ah.. PUTA.. Wag naman.. :))

Kaya pala mga intsik, todo bisikleta ang gamit.. Innovative!! :D



~~YM~~

Eto pang isa.. Bakit pag nago-online ka, palagi kang busy? OO!! IKAW!! Nakupo.. Kung kakausapin ka, it-tsupi mo ko.. Tangina mehn, nag-OL ka pa!! Hahaha!!





And last but not the least.. A question..

Ngano man gitawag ang corned beef ug corned beef? Kay wa man corn!!



Sorry naman.. Ganun lang kasi ako katanga.. Kasi pag ang cow daw ay kumain ng mais, tapos pugutan ng ulo, ung karne daw nya magiging CORNED..

Puta naman.. Kumo-korni nanaman ako..






P.S.

Church people, paki nyo ba? You know what I'm talking about.. ;)


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I'm cereally confused at the moment.. With me, my spiritual life, and my future..

I also seem to be oblivious of how some people hate me na rin..

I dunno..

Pero.. Kagaya ng sabi ni Diane kanina (she's like, the most sensible person to talk to in PRYM), maybe "it's just a phase" and that it'll pass in time.. And yea, may sinabi sya kanina about dealing with problems.. "Once you find and assess your enemy, only then can you defeat it." Totoo nga naman.. I dunno ah.. I think sya lang ung reason ko sa pag-punta ko sa PRYM every sunday.. Ewan ko lang..

And, well, kanina, I seem to have "walked out" from the prayer meeting's praise and worship part.. That was uncalled for, actually.. I really looked like an ass, cereally..

Then G arrived.. (wait, hell no, let's not start this fuckin issue way over again, shall we)

ANYWAYS.. Moving on..

CONFUSION..
Yeah, it's a phase I'm going through.. It's like PMS (shit, sa lahat ba naman).. As much as we're all annoyed by it, I can't seem to take it out of my system.. I've had this confusion and moody disorder for the longest time now..

RELIGION..
Yes, folks.. I question the very reason I go to church and to PRYM.. It's like I'm restrained by the obligations and commitments I'm into.. I guess ganun talaga pag cafeteria catholic katulad ko.. There are certain stuff that I'd prefer not to do, but as of now I can't really tell which certain stuff as I still need to assess myself of the situation..

MONEY..
I do admit, I am a compulsive spender.. As long as I have money in my pocket, I buy and buy and buy and buy and spend and spend and spend and spend even more.. I dunno.. I should really learn to control this, lest I end up a penniless bum..

LUNATIC..
Wala lang.. Namimiss ko lang kayong lahat..

FUTURE..
My future is a blur at the moment, and time is running out.. I'm about to graduate from college in a few months and I'm afraid I don't know much yet.. Here's a clue of how a loser I am.. I'm 19, and I still don't have a TIN number, SSS number, and that cedula thingy.. And yes, wala pa rin pala akong driver's license..

What to do? What to do? I still don't have a job prospect, and I don't wanna end up being just a (no offense) barista, or a call center agent, or a sales person at some mall.. Thing there is.. My skills aren't that developed yet to working standards in my field of supposed expertise..

I want to work as good as Mica, or take pictures that strike with incredible force such as Tricia's, or even as Summit Media's photographer, Dakila.. (click on their names to see their galleries)



CHANGE..
Yes, I want to change.. I know where to start (with myself, of course), but I don't know how to start.. My parents expect much from me, since they spent so much for my studies, and I want to fulfill my promise, as a student, and as their own beloved son.. But I don't really know HOW to start.. I mean, it's not as if I could turn back time and undo all the bad things I've done, right?



I remember what an old friend told me..

"Change is not an overnight affair, nor is it easy either.. If you don't want to change for others, that's completely fine. But never ever forget to at least try changing yourself for the better, for your advantage and for nobody else's.."



Now that I opened this whole thing up to all of you, my beloved readers, I thank you for being so kind as to sparing a good half hour of your time reading this post.. I appreciate it soooo much.. Comments are much welcome.. GOOD and INSPIRING comments, I mean.. So once again, thanks.. :)




Now that this is all done and said, I'm hungry.. I'm going to cook penne in creamy pesto now.. Want some? ;)


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Sana di na tumigil ang ulan.. Sana hindi na talaga.. I'm happier like this.. And it's nice and cold.. XD

Anyways.. Happy 3rd Monthsary sa amin ni Jeanelle!! Hahahaha!! Ang saya saya noh? :P


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No, not the movie, you numbskull.. Hahahaha!!

Malapit na kasi ang 21.. It's an extremely special day for me, and for Jee as well.. So far so good, I guess.. Almost 3 months and still going strong.. So just why am I posting this blog entry? Wala lang.. I just love her so damn much and I wanna show the world how much I love my Canoness.. ;)

Although, yes, my friends and I played Blackjack a few hours ago in school during lunch break.. We dealt around 20+ times, more than half of them being won by me.. Most of the time kasi, pag-deal, sakto na kong 21.. Ace + 10, Ace + Jack, Ace + Queen, and Ace + King.. Ung iba naman, 10 and 5 ang na-deal sa kin, then nung dumagdag, 6 ung nabigay sa kin.. Hahaha!! WALA LANG NGA EH!!

Anyways.. I'm planning on going to the Ateneo tomorrow, if weather permits, of course.. Muka kasing babagyo eh.. Dark clouds form on the horizon, awaiting for Zeus' signal to bombard the land with bountiful rain.. Glorious rain.. XD

Anung gagawin ko dun? Edi anu pa? Bili bili ng Ateneo merchandise.. Oo, I'm that big of a fan, and to the point that I patronize them by buying their products.. BAKIT BA? Eh open campus sya eh.. Edi of course, advantage.. ;) A-Shop sabay Blue Books.. LOL..



So un.. Anyways..

I LOVE YOU, MY SWEETIE CUTIE YUMMY JEANELLICIOUS!! =3

You're one of the sweetest and most considerate people I've
ever met.. And for that, I'll never let you go.. *glomp* *blush*


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